...as clichéd as it may sound but the look on my aunt's face who
also happens to be my doc - did no wonders for my already failing confidence in
the line 'it's nothing to worry about...'
...at 33 - a few days shy of
34, I had been through an emotional roller coaster ride. The g's my emotions
put me through and the gut wrenching twists I had experienced had put me in a permanent
state of 'nothing is for life...' mantra. But having said that - I am human and
I too tend to take things for granted which I did and then "The Highest
Being" woke me up and said "rrrreeeaaaalllly??!!" Being human;
my immediate response should have been and was 'CRAP!! I forgot...again - can
we please ignore this and start again...'
...but we can't can we (: and
that's exactly why we have reminders - to remind us how close we came to
ruining it for ourselves and to stop burning ourselves. So you ask - why the
self-reflection iyeeji - and I say because if I don't; I fear I will start
living in the '..we have time' phase again... Time - which if you really want
to boil it down to - I don't have - neither do you - none of us do...
...so at the cost of NOT
sounding like the moral/religious/spiritual/bari appaa/ brigade - let us all
get off our bloody high horses and understand that we need to make every second
count... How you make it count is your prerogative sweetheart - but either way
make it count such that you NEVER have to turn around and regret it (:
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